I hate how Blogdrive keeps changing the layout to their blogs.. it's making me freaking mad, darn it. Anyway. Lindsie, this is your fault. I got a ticket. I was on Texas headed OUT OF TOWN, and I had been on the road for maybe, MAYBE, 3 minutes, and a cop pulled me over for going 52 in a 40. So I totally forgot that the speed limit was 40 on a six-lane road... I called Jon crying my eyes out. College town cops have no sympathy. Daddy's not a very happy camper, and I most definitely can't blame him for that. The good news, however, is that I can take defensive driving and get it off my record. PTL. So I'm supposed to go to the courthouse tomorrow and get that all cleared up. Gosh darn. Anyone know where the College Station courthouse is? I went home this weekend and had a TOTAL blast, because our youth group took a ROADTRIP and it was just so super fun... We drove to Oklahoma City and went to the OCM (Oklahoma City Memorial), which was a very moving experience. Around noon an orchestra came out and started playing these really cool polka tunes, which made me think of Europe and the old English people who couldn't stop dancing.. which made me think of my friends... I miss you guys!! Remember when Bethany fell through the bed? I forgot how nice it is to write in here. So anyway. We got home on Saturday night after going to a place called Frontier Land, which is Oklahoma's puny version of SixFlags... but that's okay, because Lauren, Miquell and I went up on that bungee jumping thing where you fly out over the park... oooooh! it was so scary the first big swing, but once you started going, it was totally awesome. You could see for so far! So now I want to go skydiving. Sunday the whole family (Daddy, Momma, Katie, Uncle Darrell, his girlfriend Carmen, Jon and Me) all went out to dinner at this super good hole-in-the-wall Italian place. I know Jon doesn't like Italian, but he sucked it up and was so sweet about it.. I really do love him. anyway. I'm making a PICTURE album. my sn is SexyAggie25, so IM me if you want to see it! love, jess

LAST...
movie you rented = Cold Mountain
movie you bought = I can't remember when I've bought a movie..
cd you bought = Five for Fighting
person you've called = Jonathan
person that's called you = Jonathan
person you've beat up = i think the last person I punched was Jon...
tv show you've watched = VH1's Awesomely Bad Videos
person you were thinking of = Jonathan


DO...
you have a crush on someone? my boyfriend
you wish you could live somewhere else = often
you and your parents get along? = yes
you want more piercings = i don't want any..
you like roller coasters = heck yes


FOR OR AGAINST...
long distance relationships: TOTALLY for
suicide = completely against...
killing people = why would someone be FOR killing people?
driving drunk = against, its dumb
Gay/lesbian relati.= against.

HAVE YOU...
ever been shipped away because you caused trouble = no... do they even ship people away anymore?
ever been cheated on = yeah
ever lied to someone = yes
ever been slapped = yes
ever been arrested = no


WHAT...
shampoo do you use = Thermasilk
conditioner do you use = Thermasilk
shoes do you wear = whatever's in my closet
are you scared of = ending up alone


FAVORITE...
actor/actress: Tom Cruise/
Cartoon: Family Guy
Cereal: Special K w/ strawberries
Chewing gum: Orbit
Color(s): red, blue, black, green
Day of week: Saturday
Least favorite day of week: Monday
Flower: rose
Jello flavor: grape
Special skills/talents: reading at 800wpm with 95% comprehension, singing, writing. that's about it.
Summer/Winter: Summer but right about now I'm ready for Winter
Trampolines or swimming pools: Swimming Pools


PERSON WHO LAST...
Slept in your bed: Me.
Saw you cry: jon
Made you cry: a situation, really
You went to the movies with: Jon
Sent you an email: Jon

HAVE YOU EVER...
Said "I love you" and meant it?: yes I have
Been chased by the cops: i can't remember, but i don't think so..
Gone out in public in your pajamas: of course.
Kept a secret from everyone: more than once
Cried during a movie: yes
Planned your week based on the TV Guide: no
Been on stage: yeah
Been to California: yes
New York: yes
Hawaii: yes
Italy: yes
Paris: yes
London: yes


FRIENDSHIP/LOVE...
Do you believe in love at first sight?: i'm' not sure
Do you want children one day, if so, how many?: yes, 2
Most important thing to you in a friendship is: trust and respect
Worst feeling in the world: driving away from the guy I love.
Who you love: family, friends, jonathan, his family

Nickname(s): jess, jrey

RANDOM...
Glasses/Contacts: contacts
Braces: already had them.
Do you have any pets?: not yet
You get embarrassed: yeah, but usually i can shake it off
What makes you happy?: hanging around with my friends

FINISH THE SENTENCE...
I Love to... love
I Miss.......my family and home
I Wish......jon was with me right now
I Hope.....to be able to be half the person my mom is
I'm Annoyed by.... inconsiderate, uncaring people
I Want to be... a wife and mother some day
I Will Never... never say never
I Am Tired of... being stressed out

It's the last thing that I need right now
Someone to bring me down
Got a rule that I made up now
No way, no boys allowed
There's a reason why I keep my distance
Don't think you're gonna understand
This is the last thing that I need right now..
"Last Thing" - Diana Anaid


I miss Jon.

I hate how we've been arguing about the DUMBEST things recently... it's like I get fed up at the slightest thing, and then he gets hurt at the slightest thing, and me getting mad easily and him getting hurt easily don't exactly work well together. He knows I don't mean to be in a bad mood all the time, but I'm having a bad day today, and I have to get all my anger out at some point, or I'll explode, and I'm used to being able to talk to him about anything whenever I need to, but I guess the distance just puts stress on everything and makes everyone irritable.





i don't know...


i get so depressed so easily, now. I feel fat all the time, and unloved most of the time... if it weren't for Kait, Danielle, and Jess being right down the hall, i don't know what i'd do.

This song makes me cry...

I love you, Jon.




Texas Angel ~ Honeybrowne

Well I’m sitting here all alone
wondering how you are
and the thoughts of you are spinning round my head
like wheels on a car
and I wish you were beside me
dreaming up at the stars

Well the times that we had together
they just blew me away
and I think about your soft green eyes
every single day
and how my plans for us just seem to fall
and fade into gray

I guess I didn’t see it coming
how could I have been so blind
and as I cry myself to sleep
I wonder do I ever cross your mind

So won’t you smile for me my Texas Angel
it’ll be alright
you just lay your head beside me
and dream of me tonight
and I promise I’ll watch over you
till the morning light

Now I’m headed back to the west coast
looking for my soul
trying to mend the pieces that shattered years before
and the ocean takes my pain away
as it comes rolling ashore

So if you see me walking down the street
baby, don’t turn away
I just want to see your smiling face
looking my way
and I never want to see you go
see you go away

So won’t you smile for me my Texas Angel
it’ll be alright
you just lay your head beside me
and dream of me tonight
and I promise I’ll watch over you
till the morning light

So tonight was our game against K-State (Kansas State), and we won, 42-30!! BEAT THE HELL!!

I love Texas A&M.
Hullabaloo, caneck, caneck
Hullabaloo, caneck, caneck
Goodbye to texas university
So long to the orange and the white
Good luck to dear old Texas Aggies
They are the ones who show the real old fight
"The eyes of Texas are upon you"
That is the song they sing so well
SOUNDS LIKE HELL!
So goodbye to texas university
We're going to beat you all to
Chigaroogarem
Chigaroogarem
Rough stuff, real stuff, Texas A&M

(repeat from "Goodbye")

Saw varsity's horns off
Saw varsity's horns off
Saw varsity's horns off
SHORT!

Varsity's horns are sawed off
Varsity's horns are sawed off
Varsity's horns are sawed off
SHORT!

(add in appropriate "wildcat")




I'm tired. And now the War Hymn is stuck in my head, and I'm going to be going to sleep with it ringing in my ears.
Oh well. It's worth it, b/c we scored 42 POINTS and I got to MUG DOWN for each time we scored!! (Mmmm... for you non-Aggies, that means that whenever the team scores, the guys with their dates score!! And I was Jonathan's date! whoop!!)

Momma, Daddy, Katie, Lauren, Andrew and Jon all came down for the game, which was super tight, b/c I miss my family something AWFUL. I miss my bed too, and I miss ppl taking care of me when I'm sick...

I miss home.

Jess

I'm sick.

and tired.


my head hurts, and NOTHING i do makes me feel better...

on the upside, anthropology was cancelled today.

Have you ever done something that you regret so much that you would give anything to take it back?

life sucks sometimes.

I hope everyone else is having a great weekend.

Jess

I've told the English boys I've met
'bout the American boy back in the states
the American boy I still love to date
who'll do 'most anything I say...
-My revision of "Jude Law and a Semester Abroad" by Brand New

Good song.

I LOVE YOU, JONATHAN!!

Pretty sure I'm looking at the card that Chump sent me last week, and it totally makes me smile every time I see it. It's so true! It says, "Friendship is when people know all about you, but like you anyway." I love my friends.


if you're lost you can look--and you will find me
time after time
if you fall I will catch you--I'll be waiting
time after time
mmmm... the '80's. I'm in a mood.

So I put up a TON of new quotes today, and now all the quotes around my room are:

"A positive attitude may not solve all your problems, but it will annoy enough people to make it worth the effort."
"Time you enjoy wasting is not wasted."
"All you need is love."
"If what you did yesterday still looks good, you haven't done much today."
"The number of people watching you is directly proportionate to the stupidity of your action."
"If you can't dazzle them with brilliance, baffle them with B.S."
"It is not only what we do, but that which we do not do, for which we are held accountable."
"Once you understand that life is insane, you can then begin to cope with it."
"Not one shred of evidence stands to support the notion that life is serious."
"Only those who dream the absurd can achieve the impossible."
"92% of what we worry about never happens."
"I do have a test today, that wasn't bullsh*t. It's on European Socialism. I mean really, what's the point? I'm not European, I don't plan on being European, so who gives a crap if they're socialists? They could be facist anarchists, and it wouldn't change the fact that I don't own a car."
"'Look at the buns on that one!' 'Yeah, he must work out.'"


There are some super b*tchy people on this floor of our Hall. Totally uncalled for b*tchiness. downright RUDE. Kait agrees with me.

I FINALLY learned how to make a GOOD pot of coffee. yay for me.


bedtime.
Love, Jess.

I'm getting such a kick out of all these '80's songs I'm hearing on the radio...

So on Wednesday, Sept. 22, Chipotle is giving out free burritos to A&M students. TOTALLY awesome. I'm so going.

Last night when I got back I talked Kait into taking a study break and going to Subway with me. It was super fun. We have a lot in common, and it's cool, since we live across the hall from each other.

Even though I had a totally great time getting Subway w/ Kait, I had a SUCKY night of studying, b/c I was up until 115, and had to wake up at 6. Not fun.

I think I did super good on my History test, which was exciting, especially since that was what I had spent my night studying...

Came back to the dorm and "relaxed" until about 5, where I promptly fell asleep until oh, 7:30. Not good. I called Jonathan and he laughed at me for falling asleep for so long.

So in addition to the Krispy Kreme that just appeared on the 75, Plano is getting a ColdStone Creamery. Which is of course, TOTALLY heaven, b/c now I have one at BOTH of my houses. There's one right off of George Bush here, and now I get one back home!!! I have to tell mom and daddy.. they're going to be excited. We're an ice cream family.

I felt super-sick tonight... and of course, I ate pineapple and that made me even MORE sick... not to mention the fact that I spilled the juice all over my refridgerator... and my floor smells like frikken pineapple. I did however, go down to the Commons Convenience store and picked up some soup, saltines and tums...

And now I feel so so so so so so so so much better.






I LOVE JONATHAN!!
I got a letter from him this morning, and I've been carrying it around all day, reading it and reading it... he's so fantastic. (I'm so in love, I make myself sick.)

Describe Your ]
x. [Wallet] black with a Nine West thingy on it.
x. [Hairbrush] purple
x. [Toothbrush] green, blue, yellow, and red
x. [Jewelry Worn Daily] pearl ring; amazing grace ring; love, faith, hope ring; beaded maroon bracelet; Fossil watch; heart bracelet; white bracelet; black bracelet; necklace from jon w/ heart and aTm charm; white necklace that matches bracelet.
x. [Blanket] light blue on one side, dark blue on the other.
x. [Facewash] purpose
x. [Coffee Cup] don't have one yet.
x. [Sunglasses] Dior
x. [Underwear] black
x. [Shoes] none
x. [Favourite Shirt] i have a lot of favorites.
x. [Favourite Pants] my Old Navy yoga pants
x. [CD In Stereo Right Now] a mix cd i made
x. [Tattoos] none
x. [Piercings] none
x. [What You Are Wearing Now] guys silver basketball shorts w/ maroon details, maroon "That Wylie Horn Line" shirt
x. [Hair] curly and up in a ponytail

[ When was the last time you ... ]
x. [Smiled] about 2 minutes ago
x. [Laughed] about 3 minutes ago
x. [Cried] Saturday
x. [Bought] dinner last night at El Chico
x. [Danced] I have NO idea.
x. [Were Sarcastic] not 5 seconds ago
x. [Had A Nightmare] 2 nights ago.
x. [Last Book You Read] Friday Night Lights
x. [Last Movie You Saw] Ferris Bueller's Day Off
x. [Last Thing You Had To Drink] Coke
x. [Last Thing You Had To Eat] Hershey's Kiss

[ Body ]
x. [What Do You Like Most About Your Body] my smile, my hair, my eyes, my height.. I love everything... at least today.
x. [And Least?] my weight
x. [How Many Fillings Do You Have] several
x. [Do You Think You Are Good-Looking] most of the time.
x. [Do Other People Often Tell You That You’re Good-Looking] often. (CHUMP, YOU'RE GORGEOUS!!)
x. [Do You Look Like Any Celebrities] My boss used to tell me I resembled Sandra Bullock, but I think he was drunk most of the time.

[ Fashion ]
x. [Do You Wear A Watch] yeah.
x. [How Many Coats And Jackets Do You Own] 10 hoodies, 2 jean jackets, 1 khaki jacket, 10+ zip up jackets, 2 leather jackets, 2 letter jackets, one big coat.
x. [Favorite Pants Color] jean
x. [Most Expensive Item Of Clothing] if prom dresses don't count, then probably my Stars jersey
x. [Describe Your Style In One Word] comfortable.

[ Your Friends ]
x. [Do Your Friends Know You] yup.
x. [Are There Traits In You That Are Universally Liked?] yes
x. [How Many People Do You Tell Everything To] a couple.

[ Music;Television;Books ]
x. [Favourite Band Ever] it changes often.
x. [Type of Music Most Listened To] not sure
x. [Type Never Listened To] nothing.
x. [Favourite Book?] lots.

[ General Questions ]
x. [Sunny or Rainy Day] depends on my mood.
x. [Do You Consider Yourself Lucky] extremely.
x. [Do You Feel Pity For People Who Commit Suicide] no. I feel empathy towards their situation, but not sympathy for taking their own life.
x. [Choose One Word To Describe How You Most Often Feel] indifferent.
x. [Do You Own Plaid Clothing] yes!
x. [Is There More Than One Zipper On Your Pants] no
x. [Do You Own Braces] not anymore!!
x. [Does Your Hairstyle Exceed A Height Of Three Inches] nope.
x. [Would You Classify Your Hair As A Deadly Weapon] i could choke someone with it.
x. [Do You Have A Favorite Brand Of Hair Dye] i don't dye my hair.
x. [Do You Own A Bandana] I wear them every day!!
x. [Are You Amused By Safety Pins] not usually.
x. [Have You Ever Used Duct Tape As A Sewing Substitute] once or twice
x. [Do You Like Candles] yes
x. [Do You Believe In Love] yes
x. [Do You Believe In Soul Mates] yes
x. [Do You Believe In Love At First Sight] maybe LUST...
x. [What Do You Want Done With Your Body When You Die] buried, but maybe cremated. I don't know.
x. [What Are You Gonna Do When You Get Older] Have an incredibly awesome life with my family, living for Jesus!!
x. [How Many Songs Do You Have On Your Computer] 632
x. [What Band Are You Listening To] none at the moment.
x Look Out Your Window... Tell Me What You See] the inside of the Commons
x. [If You Could Have Any Animal For A Pet] A TEACUP POODLE!!
x. [What Is The Longest You Ever Stayed Up] about 36 hrs.

[ Habits;Beliefs ]
x. [Are You Disgruntled] not usually
x. [Are You An Anarchist?] no
x. [Do You Smoke Cigarettes?] no
x. [Are You A Vegetarian?] no
x. [Do You Think Meat Is Murder] no
x. [Have You Ever Slept In An Alley Or Park] no
x. [Do You Wash Your Hair Less Than Once A Week] no
x. [Have You Ever Gone A Week Without A Shower?] no

[ About Me]
x. [Age] 18
x. [Birthday] June 15
x. [Sign] Gemini
x. [Location] College Station, TX
x. [Crush] my boyfriend.
x. [Natural Hair Colour] brown
x. [Current Hair Colour] brown
x. [Eye Colour] it changes from blue to green
x. [Height] 5'4"
x. [Shoe size] 9-10
x. [Parents] Dan and Janet, Frank and Sandy
x. [Siblings] Katie, Lauren, Nick, Andrew
x. [Live With] Callie and the rest of Mosher Hall

[ Favourites ]
x. [Number] 13
x. [Color] blue, green, red, black
x. [Day] saturday
x. [Month] november ish
x. [Song] lots.
x. [Movie] i have too many favorites!!
x. [Food] hmm.. probably... nah, I don't know.
x. [Season] spring and fall
x. [Class] English
x. [Teacher] definitely DON'T have one...
x. [Drink] pepsi or PLANO water...
x. [Veggie] i like raw broccoli and carrots.
x. [Television Show] Law and Order: SVU
x. [Radio] Don't have one.
x. [Store] Target.. i could spend so much $$$$ there...
x. [Word] supercalifragilisticexpialidocious
x. [Animal] fish. fish are nice.
x. [Flower] rose

[ This;That ]
x. [Me;You] depends on my mood
x. [Coke;Pepsi] pepsi
x. [Day;Night] evening
x. [CD;Cassette] cd
x. [DVD;VHS] dvd
x. [Jeans;Khakis] jeans
x. [Car;Truck] depends. for me, car. for jon, truck.
x [Tall;Short] tall!!
x. [’NSync;BSB] BSB