It's the last thing that I need right now
Someone to bring me down
Got a rule that I made up now
No way, no boys allowed
There's a reason why I keep my distance
Don't think you're gonna understand
This is the last thing that I need right now..
"Last Thing" - Diana Anaid


I miss Jon.

I hate how we've been arguing about the DUMBEST things recently... it's like I get fed up at the slightest thing, and then he gets hurt at the slightest thing, and me getting mad easily and him getting hurt easily don't exactly work well together. He knows I don't mean to be in a bad mood all the time, but I'm having a bad day today, and I have to get all my anger out at some point, or I'll explode, and I'm used to being able to talk to him about anything whenever I need to, but I guess the distance just puts stress on everything and makes everyone irritable.





i don't know...


i get so depressed so easily, now. I feel fat all the time, and unloved most of the time... if it weren't for Kait, Danielle, and Jess being right down the hall, i don't know what i'd do.